#61391 - She was however, intensely sorry to have caused her christian family and her church such discomfort and sadness, so trying to avoid betraying this confusion of feeling, she pretended to look at the magazines on the wall, 'he is four weeks old-he's called Yusuf'. A good man, he did not wish Abigail to encounter the wrong sort of man particularly when she was serving the church; he had suggested that she take her younger sister, Elizabeth or a friend with her, Emma perhaps, or Mary? But no, Elizabeth had been moody recently, Abigail didn’t want her spoiling the day, far better to deliver her envelopes alone and anyway, Emma and Mary also had areas to cover (sweet but rather plain girls the minister didn’t feel quite so anxious about them). Abigail didn’t share this animosity, far from it, the orgasms she enjoyed alone in her bedroom or her bathroom always involved black or brown Muslim men using her, but her fear of her father’s displeasure helped keep her away from them.